my conditions 11/05/09

As of today I feel pretty decent, it's a beautiful day the sun is shining, I had good night sleep, the dog is barking nice and loud.......... lol I wrote that nov 5th to show me there's not always going be bad days. As for current conditions, my hands have lost all ability to squeeze and hold on. I think at this point my main concern is to keep my airways clear, the flem build up gets so bad I'm finding difficult to breath. Thank God the V A hospiital came through with the coughing and the suction machine, they have helped a lot. I sleep every night now wiith an air machine. My attitude is still very positive and hopeful. I still believe very strongly that this nightmare can all turn around and God could heal me or medical technology would prevail. Until then, be smart, stay strong be responcible and plan for outcome whatever it may be.