.my conditions as of 10/25/10

As things are getting very hard, I learn to adapt and take it as it comes. My diaries are shorter and shorter, I entering a period of reflections past, present and the future. All the emotions prayers pleading with God to heal me. Knowing I'm in the final stage of this disease, now I seem to be begging for death without delay....

my condition as of 09/22/2010

I think its time to end the diary it getting to hard my eyes are getting sore.