my condition as of 05/15/

as I go longer into  ALS  things seem to Go into reflection of what we take for granite simple things and sad moods all stuff that you wanted to or  wished you said before I lost my voice. can't talk can't move even to turn my head almost impossible . oh I wished I could hold my wifes hand and assure her  everything will be ok. a wish to be a father once more..to hug  them, always in a rush to give them one more  bit of advice .   imprisoned  alive in a dead body either i will be healed or my days are numbered

my condition as of 3/20/2011

today is the same as yesterday I will update 3/27/2011

my conditions as of 01/17/11

i t' s been awhile since I logged in, .I have been in and out of the hospital, namoania is becoming more common. Things seem to be moving in a way that is most dreadful. Time is valuable on a day by day frame. But through it all my faith remaims unshaken. I know in my heart that Jesus I expect to be healed, so I spend my time praying and reflecting on my life and my future. Trusting in God it all work out .(romans 8 )  To accept the fate that lies before you, but standing unmoved in the face of death, Remaining  calm and peaceful. I believe each and everyone of us will stand before God in judgement and your life will flash before your eyes. Now at this point we all feel it useless, that is where we condemn ourselves.Untill our last breath there is hope to be saved and to be healed...