my conditions as of 01/17/11

i t' s been awhile since I logged in, .I have been in and out of the hospital, namoania is becoming more common. Things seem to be moving in a way that is most dreadful. Time is valuable on a day by day frame. But through it all my faith remaims unshaken. I know in my heart that Jesus I expect to be healed, so I spend my time praying and reflecting on my life and my future. Trusting in God it all work out .(romans 8 )  To accept the fate that lies before you, but standing unmoved in the face of death, Remaining  calm and peaceful. I believe each and everyone of us will stand before God in judgement and your life will flash before your eyes. Now at this point we all feel it useless, that is where we condemn ourselves.Untill our last breath there is hope to be saved and to be healed...