my condition as of 05/15/

as I go longer into  ALS  things seem to Go into reflection of what we take for granite simple things and sad moods all stuff that you wanted to or  wished you said before I lost my voice. can't talk can't move even to turn my head almost impossible . oh I wished I could hold my wifes hand and assure her  everything will be ok. a wish to be a father once more..to hug  them, always in a rush to give them one more  bit of advice .   imprisoned  alive in a dead body either i will be healed or my days are numbered